

Flip-FlopI'm sitting up top This little hourglass, it's wood is worn Shows sign of tear, the elements have gotten to it Oddly, it's condition shows nothing of it's stability The sand still falls as slick as silk Same as ever The sun still rises and sets Sometimes, the clouds were there to block it's rays It's calming, soothing, gentle rays I could've sworn they weren't there And when I'd give up hope and lose it all Crying atop this platform They would return Embrace me in there arms, and show me it's ok Give me strength And in turn, I would breathe, The oxFlip-Flop


merry christmaswe indulged in conversation somehow the words were like bullets raining shards of glass upon my faith merciless and brutal but wrapped in a shining paper of relief decorated with a glittering ribbon of love will this delicacy make the trip? will faith survive shipping? i laid beside you head nestled in the crook of your arm when i should have felt safe when i would've felt loved i felt my faith still choking in the box, the box with no holes i felt it gasping for air, for release with every aching heartbeat was it mine or yours? ours perhaps?  merry christmas


a blessed miserythe glass falls a morse code of crystal and color in a sordid line on the floor every eye is magnified a million times and every color is magnified by a silver lining so engrossed within the tile with every heart beat carried to an infinite power all the droplets have aligned themselves to the hodgepodge symphonic the music of life it is an orchestra of of pain a requiem of love and forlorn longing in a prismatic masquerade at your feet just because your eyes are blue and because you are blessed with wings doesn't mean that your hala blessed misery


sanctuaryit's really dark around here, and i'm surrounded by this haunting darkness. i know there is a door somewhere, it doesn't mean i can reach it, or even attempt to seek it out if i tried...the drugs may not do anything anymore, but i'm so stupid and fucked up from it all, i can even tell you the day or which way is up. It's all closing in around me. I can't see a thing. The shadows can't even haunt me here, and all i hear is this voice. It taunts, it screams, it threatens, it laughs. where is it coming from? what the fuck? is it me? inside me or outside? is it someone else? i'm sick of this; i can't cry, i don't feel safe enough. so i hold it alsanctuary
Devious Comments
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
dumb question: but was that a "character" voice, or your real one? i only ask, because it is kinda cool to put a real name and face to my friend.
if you care for the same courtesy from me, let me know, i'll gladly concoct a way for you to hear my semi-boyish tone, slowly developing into something vaguely female. lol.
it seems my vocals re influenced by really hot boi-ish girls, like otep shamaya (*cream* *turns in to a pile of goo*)
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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Create your pain, design your wound
watch the fresh blood drain
from your skin and from your vains
this art can take you far
once becomed a scar
the agony you endured
and the beauty of this scar
will make you a star
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
chek my latest journal and watch my fukd up 5 minute picture movie
other then tht.. well living life i guess . waiting for som holidays so i can "purify" myself in som way .. desintoxicate myself somehow
hop life has been good to u
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Create your pain, design your wound
watch the fresh blood drain
from your skin and from your vains
this art can take you far
once becomed a scar
the agony you endured
and the beauty of this scar
will make you a star
new lights of rising sun at my life
wanna be british, hell yea...awesome accent, though horrid teeth. lol.
lots of stuff-well fill me in!
partying and headbanging not so much, primarily working and attempting to sleep.
but tell me the news-what's up?
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
i'm glad to hear you're well, what re the new advancements/progresses/blessings, that you've come across?
Best wishes for you too dear, hopefully we will speak soon.
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
a pleasure reading your words... the things going well... or something like that, many changes on my life, but for a better way... I hope that all on your life goes well, and you stay happy... a thousand kisses
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Create your pain, design your wound
watch the fresh blood drain
from your skin and from your vains
this art can take you far
once becomed a scar
the agony you endured
and the beauty of this scar
will make you a star
--
~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
swear on ur papa's weewee!
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Create your pain, design your wound
watch the fresh blood drain
from your skin and from your vains
this art can take you far
once becomed a scar
the agony you endured
and the beauty of this scar
will make you a star
--
~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
--
Create your pain, design your wound
watch the fresh blood drain
from your skin and from your vains
this art can take you far
once becomed a scar
the agony you endured
and the beauty of this scar
will make you a star
--
~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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My Gallery | My Prints
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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[never expect to be sure]
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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[never expect to be sure]
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~ The soon to be Mrs. Peck
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
~Ali
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An orgasm is better than a bomb
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